I’m trying -They fail me

I always try, I only wants LOVE.
Why are men so scared, why can they not be honest.
Why lead men on , why start something and then just toss me out like I’m yesterdays garbage
Don’t know why, just getting sad.
I thought this was real, but just another lie
You told me you where 100%, but you where not.
Just like the rest.
How can you be so heartless, I have feelings.