I’m trying -They fail me

I always try, I only wants LOVE. Why are men so scared, why can they not be honest. Why lead men on , why start something and then just toss me out like I’m yesterdays garbage Don’t know why, just getting sad. I thought this was real, but just another lie You told me you where 100%, but you where not. Just like the rest. How can you be so heartless, I have feelings.