One year without you

I can’t believe it’s already gone one year since you left us. Its difficult for all of us, but I believe you are happy and free now. I know you gave up already when grandpa left this earth. To lose someone you lived with your whole life with, and suddenly he is gone. I remember when you said to him on the funeral, I will see you soon. There is so many memories that is going around in my head Click To Read The Full Post

The silent killer within

I have a murderer in side of me, because on a daily basic several times per day it tries to end me.I’m resisting this thing every day, and it takes me down every time I try to move forward,It tells me to give up and be free, but I don’t want to.I want to live a life without this, but it’s so hard. I want to be happy, but unfortunately, I’m not.Every day is not a blessing as it should Click To Read The Full Post

The Solitude

The Solitude The conclusion, I’m alone. All my life I have tried to fit in amongst other people, but never felt I could belong to anything. I never had a person I actually could call my best friend, I always missed that I never had anyone I could call day and night when I had something on my mind I always took care of myself, no one I could really trust with my feelings and thoughts. Until this day I Click To Read The Full Post